07.08.15

I know you said you couldn’t love
I know you hate yourself
I know your hair won’t grow
I know your perfect for me
I know you see nothing here
I know not why
It could be fear
I hate this 
I don’t like feeling unwanted
I don’t like your insecurities 
I hate you
I hate loving you
I hate your voice 
I hate this feeling of worthlessness
And most of all I hate that I don’t hate you
“Not even a little,
Not even at all.”